Happy New Year!

Oh HI! It's me, the lacksadaisacal blogger. I'm coming out of hiding to post the annual New Year's reflections, courtesy of Sundry. Here's to posting more than once every 2 months in 2009!

1. What did you do in 2008 that you’d never done before?
Got married! Whee!

2. Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I looked back at last year’s quiz and apparently, I don’t make New Year’s Resolutions.

HOWEVER, this year I am. I resolve to start taking better care of myself – to get fit and healthy and remember that I need as much care as the other people in my life.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Karen had the sweetest, most adorable baby Cooper in July

4. Did anyone close to you die?
No. Yay!

5. What countries did you visit?
AHHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAA

6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
Self discipline. I’ve asked Santa for that for years and I NEVER get it!

7. What dates from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
October 24 – the day we got married

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Convincing my boss that he should let me work part time from home

9. What was your biggest failure?
Diet and exercise – the usual

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Nothing besides the typical stuff here and there

11. What was the best thing you bought?
A new set of Calphalon pans

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Chris’ – I’m always amazed at how well he handles his crazy ex. Plus, he’s such a great husband and father. Just the best.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Chris’ CRAZY ex – constantly appalling and depressing. Also Joe.

14. Where did most of your money go?
Things for the kids

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Maybe my engagement ring? That thing is pretty!

16. What song will always remind you of 2008?
“Shake It” by Metro Station

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? Happier
b) thinner or fatter? Fatter
c) richer or poorer? Both

18. What do you wish you’d done more of?
Again, taking time for myself

19. What do you wish you’d done less of?
Stressing out and letting work upset me

20. How did you spend Christmas?
Hanging out at home with Chris

21. Did you fall in love in 2008?
Yep – with Cooper

22. What was your favorite TV program?
CSI

23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
No. Hate is kind of a strong word, but there's no one I dislike more emphatically than the CRAZY ex

24. What was the best book you read?
“Water for Elephants”

25. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Um, Chris Brown? I didn’t discover him, he’s just been a favorite all year.

26. What did you want and get?
A new camera and also a video camera

27. What did you want and not get?
Full custody of the children – not that we tried for that, I just want it. It sounds terrible, but if you only knew…

28. What was your favorite film of this year?
The Dark Knight

29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
On my actual birthday, nothing besides turning 32. But right before Chris took me out for my birthday, he asked me to marry him.

30. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
I don’t know – it was pretty satisfying

31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
Same as every other year – low maintenance, high coverage.

32. What kept you sane?
Being silly

33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Forever, Christian Bale

34. What political issue stirred you the most?
Proposition 8

35. Who did you miss?
I miss being just a couple of minutes from my best friends and my parents

36. Who was the best new person you met?
My fellow soccer mom Lisa

37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008.
Balance is key

38. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
“15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you’ve only got 100 years to live”
- Five for Fighting, "100 Years"

It was the theme for camp this year and also it reminds me to not be in such a hurry for the next thing to happen, but to enjoy the moments.

Happy 2009!

Get up, stand up

I may have mentioned this before, but I hate politics. I hate politicians and I hate all of the bullshit that goes along with campaigning. That being said, I ALWAYS vote.

To be honest, I probably wouldn’t be much of a voter if my mom didn’t push me so much. She made sure I was registered to vote when I was 18 and all the times when I’m like “mom, I do NOT care about this”, she’s always told me that it’s my right and it’s important. So, every election, I get out my blue book (or find it online) and I research the amendments and I vote. And over time, I’ve realized that it IS important and I actually like to vote.

This election, I still hate politics. I can’t wait for this day to be over so that I can stop hearing and seeing all the dirty campaigning and the underhandedness and the stupidity. I’m totally interested in the outcome, because either way, it’s historic.

The difference with this election is that I actually care about something presented on the ballot – and it’s something that isn’t even on MY ballot – I can’t vote NO on Proposition 8 because it’s a ballot issue in California and obviously I don’t live there.

The reason I care so much about it is because it concerns the rights of someone I love very much. Beth (who’ve I’ve mentioned many times before) has been my friend since we were six years old. She’s been my moral compass, the person I ask advice from, the person I know will always protect my secrets, and the person who knows me the absolute best. She has supported me and loved me through the many MANY questionable decisions I’ve made, and been happy with me for all the great things that have happened. She never fails to send flowers on special days – birthdays, Christmas, even Mother’s Day – and she recently sent me something really special for my wedding. She is certainly one of the most caring and loyal friends anyone could ever ask for.

Seven years ago, our group also gained Merideth, when she and Beth had a lovely commitment ceremony in Sonoma. Meri and Beth complement each other beautifully, whether it be in home repairs or the kitchen or personality. Meri has become a friend, not just because she’s Beth’s wife, but because she is a genuinely cool person who I probably would have picked for a friend anyway. Together, they have a marriage that is a great example of a loving and caring partnership.

In June, California began to allow gay marriage, so after seven years of being “committed” to each other, Beth and Meri were finally able to get legally married. Now, five months later, California wants to revoke their rights. After reading about this issue, I have to say that it’s really the stupidest thing EVER. Seriously, the law makes it so easy for straight couples to get married – in Colorado, you can marry your cousin! If you need a green card, all you have to do is marry someone who’s a citizen, and boom! Citizenship and insurance and everything! Please.

You know what? Gay marriage isn’t going to destroy the (already questionable) moral fabric of the U.S. It's not the beginning of a slippery slope into horribly deviant behavior. If you don’t want to marry someone of the same gender, it’s your decision not to. If you don’t want to be around people of the same gender who are married, well, find new friends. If you want to propagate inequality, maybe you should do that on your own time and not use the Bible and the law to back you up. If you want to teach your children that denying rights to people is ok, I sure hope they grow up to never need that right.

I mean really – look at history – women couldn’t vote, interracial marriages were forbidden, abortion was illegal. All things that were (and still are) frightening and foreign to some people. But instead of accepting the status quo, people fought for their rights. Not to be cliché, but isn’t that what America was founded on? Rights were being denied in England and so people stood up and said no. They kept saying no - no to slavery, no to segregation, no to Hitler and communists and terrorists. No to ignorant people who couldn't look past their own issues and realize that this is about doing what is right and what is humane and what is decent.

So today, I want California to say NO. Say no to bigotry. Say no to fear disguised as legislation. Say no to hateful people claiming to represent God and the church when the truth is, God and the church DO NOT represent them. Say no for your gay friends and family. Say no for Beth and Meri and my aunt and her partner – say no for our kids, who need to be taught that love isn’t something to be ashamed of and that strong, loving marriages should be celebrated and honored.

And to Beth and Meri – it may be small comfort and it may be none at all, but know that I love you both and to me, no matter what, you will always be married and you will always be part of my family.

Trick or Treat or Wine

I went trick or treating as an adult for the first time on Friday night. Last year we had the kids, but I stayed home and handed out candy while Chris took the girls around.

We went with some friends of ours in their neghborhood, which was way better than staying in our neighborhood. Our neighborhood doesn't have a lot of kids and so I would've been bored and lonely. Plus, it was such a nice night that I was glad I got to wander around.

I will say, Halloween is way different as an adult. Maybe it was just how I grew up, but I was surprised at the number of parents carrying around adult beverages while trick or treating. Of course, Chris and I and our friends were carrying around our cups of hot spiced wine (yum!) but I was still interested to see that we were one of many. Maybe it's because it's a neighborhood with a lot of young parents in their early thirties, who knows.

Anyway, the kids had a great time and made a huge haul, which is really what the day is all about, right? They're already talking about what they're going to go as next year, which I don't take real seriously as I know it's going to change about a billion times. However, here are some pictures of this year's costumes - I made them and it was the first year they'd had homemade costumes.

A monkey

A S'moreGangster Darth Vader - he didn't actually go out like that, he was just trying on the mask...

Identity

I'm having a hard time posting these days because I'm having a hard time figuring out my blog's identity. I think ideally, I'd like it to be like Sundry's blog - some family stuff and some personal stuff, but always good to read. I fear turning into one of those people whose life revolves solely around their kids and consequently, who have nothing to talk about except for boring everyday kid stuff. Not that being kid-focused is bad, but I want to retain some sense of not taking everything so seriously. Which really, I shouldn't worry about because I don't. But you know, I do like to worry...

Anyway, I've had this blog for nearly four years and I feel like it needs a change. My entire life has changed pretty drastically in the past year or so, so why not embrace that and change things up a little. The page has always looked the same, so I need a new look. And I need to figure out what to talk about and how to best do that. You know, just a few things. I think most importantly, I need to remember that this is where I put things that I want to remember and that I should only be concerned with what I think of it. It's hard to do that in a forum where people comment on what amounts to your journal entries, but I figure if my kids ever felt like reading all this one day, they need an accurate and complete picture of who I am now.

Anyhoo. I'm working on my identity and trying to post more - just to get in the habit of it again. Then by the time I figure everything out, I'll be a posting machine! Ha. Let's not get carried away.

Why having Kids is Handy

Because I can unashamedly listen to Chris Brown and David Archuleta and LOVE IT, because the girls wanted to listen to it. I can watch Spongebob Squarepants and assorted shows on the Disney Channel and that’s ok, because I’m watching it with the girls. Pizza for dinner? The girls. Spent too much money at Target? The girls.

See? Really handy.